Wild Lotus was born from a quiet frustration I couldn’t ignore.

Over time, I began to see how much of the yoga offered in Western culture was shaped by Western fixations—how the body looks, how flexible we are, how “healthy” or successful we appear. Even when it was well-intended, the focus often stayed on the surface, and something essential was missing.

When life is centred on appearance, the deeper spiritual and sexual fulfilment we are longing for —especially those restoring alignment with their feminine energy, is ignored. Yin yoga touched some of these inner layers, but so much was still lost in translation. What we needed wasn’t another trend, but something closer to the source—something that spoke to the reality of being a woman alive here and now.

I began my yoga path at 14. The way yoga was being taught focused more on shaping the body rather than nurturing the inner experience. In many ways, it suppressed the natural bliss that was already trying to arise within me.

At 22, I travelled to India to study with Swami Yogananda Saraswati. Over two years, my practice expanded my consciousness in profound ways. My spirit was awakening, but my feminine, sensual, emotional nature and the western conditioning & socialisation were not being addressed adequately.

Later, as I returned to facilitating sacred sexual awakening retreats for women, I found myself praying for a practice that could support me between retreats—something real, something daily, something that met the lived reality of being a woman in the West. A yoga / embodied based practice that could hold emotional challenges, cultural stress, politics, economics, environmental grief, menstruation, relationships, birth, desire—all of it—in the body.

I was deeply inspired by Eastern yoga traditions and Taoist practices. The wisdom of the ancients is profound, yet I kept asking myself: How do we live this now?

In 2007, I received my Tantric Initiation with Shantam Nityama. This initiation was life-changing. Wild Lotus emerged from weaving together my classical yoga training with Swami Yoganandya Saraswati in Vashisht, India, and my direct embodied awakening into my natural state of bliss through subtle energy practises.

Wild lotus became a practise designed to support women to open their body to the natural bliss states through sustained asana’s (postures) required for prolonged orgasmic love making sessions. I discovered for most women’s body’s to open to the core of her essence - beyond excitement and stimulation and to the deep eternal reservoir of life, she generally requires many hours of intimacy and pleasure. Wild lotus became a practise to support women on the path of Bliss.

In 2019, my body spoke again—this time through health challenges that made it clear I was being asked to upgrade my beliefs and step into my next octave of manifestation. It was during this time that I met my teacher, Robert Tennyson Stevens, author of Logos of Now and My Word Made Flesh. That encounter profoundly transformed my personal life and brought deeper structure to what was already unfolding within Wild Lotus.

The conscious language tools and teachings I received became an integral part of the Wild Lotus series, anchoring clear instruction within the vast, mysterious portal of feminine manifestation and the restoration of Divine Feminine consciousness in women today.

Wild Lotus is living, embodied wisdom.
It continues to evolve, just as we do.

I am endlessly grateful to share this practice with my worldwide community of sisters—women who feel the call to come home to their bodies, their truth, and their natural state of bliss.

Welcome to all who hear the calling.
Ase